Huff.

So here I am.

I apologise to future me for not documenting the few things that have happened that I really would have liked to document. I'm sorry! This is all for you after all future Georgia. Hopefully, your memory doesn't fully go. I haven't made a blog post since last year. So I guess in that time here is what has happened in dot point formation 

- You graduated high school. That was a thing. It was moderately alright. Graduation night was, well it was formal and procedural and well, also emotional. You said goodbye to some people you would never really see again. In all honesty though you're not too caught up on that because you kept in contact with the people you truly cared about. You only regretted that you didn't get to know the other people you would have liked to keep in contact with but just know enough to initiate a friendship. Even though you really really wanted to. 

- You went to formal. You looked alright but thought and still think whilst writing this that you looked like shit. You had a moderate amount of fun. You hated taking pictures. You danced! Like really really danced because you no longer gave a single shit about anyone in the room. You left your heels on all night, though.  You felt awkward and elated at the same time. There was nice light show at the end. You felt disoriented. (You wished that formal wasn't the last thing you would all do as a cohort, you hold it against the organisers). Then came the after party. You went to Zach's, everyone else went to the main party at Tamika's. It only lasted around 2 hours and apparently everyone got drunk, quite quickly. You never did follow the crowd. Why. Who knows. Zach's was nice and relaxing anyway, you saw Stevie and Jemimah and Cassie. I can't remember who else. Was there anyone else? 

- High school ended officially. Then it was schoolies. You didn't go to schoolies, you stayed at home and relaxed and met up with a few friends. That makes you laugh. Haha. What a loser but also how funny you are as a person. never did do anything everyone else wanted to do. You can't decide if you're lame or the coolest person ever. Maybe it's irony. Or maybe you suck.

- Christmas came. You got an I-Phone 5s! Wow. Your first I-phone and second mobile ever since your last one broke in year 9. You also got books you really wanted and few other things that are lying about your room. 

-Christmas went by fast though, there was no time to ponder upon it because you were off on your road trip with the family to Melbourne. You all went in the Pintara, which was fun. (can you here the sarcasm in your writing still?). No really, it was alright. The worst part of the trip was the parents fighting and then everything else was wonderful and relaxing(ish). It was hot. You stopped at Dubbo first, but not before running into an emu. True story. I wonder how that Emu is? He was fine afterwards after all.
Dubbo was alright, we went to the club. As you do in Australia. The motel room could have been better but y'know. /Australia/. It was called the shearing shed. The next place you stopped was in Barooga. It was very nice. Barooga is a golf resort. You stayed in a "Mexican" themed motel. It was really nice and interesting. I'll upload the pictures in later.
You then got to Bacchus Marsh the next day for Dad's friends wedding, for which he was the best man. You REALLY liked your bed in the caravan park. It was so nice. You watched movies. You ended up picking up a dress for the wedding in Target. Truthfully you felt pretty in it. It was comfortable. You got sun-burnt and then tanned though. Melbourne sun is very harsh. You tanned very quickly. (You want to go back this Christmas). You spent New Years Eve in a Bacchus Marsh caravan park and saw the distant fireworks from there. It was nice, you liked it.
Then you guys got to Frankston where you stayed in the same caravan park as you did before that and before that. It was nice as well. You liked the bed less though. You watched Criminal Minds, it was great. You saw your aunties and cousins which was nice. You like your aunties a lot actually. I wonder if they know that. You went to see Big Hero Six with Erin at the OVERPRICED MUCH cinemas, It was great.
You went to Portsea, your favourite place in Victoria so far. You love it. It's so clam and relaxing and the water looks amazing. You want to go back now. You want to go with friends and wade in the summer water and shop in the unique shops and eat in the lovely restaurants and cafes. You got a serious foot tan which looks stupid whilst there at the quarantine station. they say abandoned places are creep but I just find them peaceful and pretty. Maybe because it's daytime though. Dad let dads ashes out there with his sisters. You didn't want to be around for that, you felt like it wasn't your memory or place to be around for. You shopped at the unique strip of shops too. You bought an Agatha Christie novel, The Mystery of the Blue Train. 

You also went to Melbourne city, and went to the Melbourne Gardens. The gardens are just lovely so nice. That day there was a nice breeze luckily. The fountains were amazing. You then went shopping in the central part. You didn't do much, mainly because

Then it was time to leave Melbourne. You stopped in the Yarra Velley and got chocolate at the chocolate place and also icecream. Your first stop for the night was a country cabin. It was alright, it was actually really nice. Smlet like cow dung, but the envrionment was nice. There were rabbits!
You stopped at Mudgee next, you got to see where mum use to live. The motel wasquite dodgy, but ohwell. You wnet to a rare bookstore there was so much there. You bought two Nancy Drew novels. 70s editions. Then you got to Sydney and stayed in an Ibis hotel. The beds were heavenly cofortable. The most comfortable bed you have ever slept on. It was also amazing becuase you and Erin had a separte room from the parents. Thank God. In the last legs of thr trip they were starting to get quite cranky. The breakfasts were nice, they had a pancake machine! Wow. You saw Mum's cousin Robin and had dinner at her aunt and uncles place. Uncle Bill reminded you of Nanna. unts apple pie was to die for. You need that recipe. They were nice. You went into the city the next day and strolled around central que, you went to the Opera House and then saw Robin and Bill again, we had lunch. It was nice. You went back to the Opera House, and then we went towards The Rocks. You got Vanilla Macadamia iceream. You went into the Sydney Modern art gallery breifly, then went on to the shops up and around the corner. You checked out a small museum about the origins of Sydney and its aboriginal peoples. Then looked at a few more shops but there wasn't much of interest. You circled back to ircular que and then got onto the train to go back to the hotel. That night you had dinner at Robin and Bills and tried not to be too awkward. I think we achieved that at least.  You had the best Rasberry mess ever.
The next stop was Port Macquarie. You were so excited, you hadn't been there in so long! It was exactly as you had remembered it. Not much had really changed. For them it probably seems like a big change but really in comparison to GC, the changes were small. It smelt like Port, the the ocean, always, everywhere. You went to the shop first, after you got into the Koala Tree motel cabin , which was right by the sea and next to the primary school. The next day you went to Timbertown, it was very derelict. You think it only has about a year or two left in it. Which is unfortunate. There was a boy working in the restaurant though who looked like young Derek Hale. You were V happy. It was nice to see it for the final time. You won't go back. You haven't been back. Ever. It's probably closed down now forever isn't it?
When you got back to the cabin you and Erin went down to the beach, it was actually overcast that day. You waded through the water a bit than you both went back. It was nice walking along the curved hills and roads that Port is known for. You woulnd't mind living here. You really wouldn't. That night you watched Criminal Minds, the latest season you had bought from Port Central.
Then it was time to go home. You slept through most of the trip. You made sure to see the Big Banana though. Before you could get home though the car broke down. You were so almost there as well. It wasn't even an hour. But of cousre. Murphys law and all that. 

- For the rest of the Holidays you mainly just watched Criminal Minds and got ready for Uni. You also met up with a few friends. 

- Finally O Week at uni rolled around and you had a quaint, but really good time. You met a few people at your orientation day and lunch, including Sharni, (Jessica (you think her name is), Dana, and Luke. 

- Then Uni began. You were so fucking nervouse, but everything turned out alright. You made a couple friends, your classes were interesting, fun adn the lecturers/tutors were all great. The smeseter was both relaxing and stressful. You got good marks though. 6's. That's pretty alright for your first years. You hope to get 7s. 

- Then came the long awaited semester break. You were going to England and France! Wow! So a lot happneded there, which is why I'm going to have to make an entirely separte post for that. I'll do it soon I swear. Short note: England is great, France is beautiful and amazing. 

- When you got back you caught up with friends straight away. Like literally that night. You stayed over Zachs, that night was so fun,. You didn't anything though, but you did play some mean games of Drawful, the other one and the Monkey Buzz game, which you won! yee! The alliance is somewhat strong. 

- And now you've started Uni again. Smester 2. So far so good. Last night you caught up Danielle and Harrison. You had a really fun time. You ate at Grilld Harbour Town and then went to see Magic Mike XXL. It felt like going on a trip. of the drug kind. Seeing that film I mean. It was so fun. Now today you relax as you should probably start reading your textbook right now. You also listen to Indie J-Rock playlists. Things are alright. The kid is alright. 

So...what have I even been doing?

Nothing that's what. I legit have no life. This is sad. 

Oh well.

Well, I've created a page on my Tumblr (pointyend), of all the movies I watch this year, I'm trying my hardest to keep it updated. It's my goal to watch over 100 hundred movies this year. I'm already behind, because of school, but I hope to watch plenty of movies these holidays.
Right now I'm watching some Korean ones, I just watched 3-Iron. It's so weird but mesmerising? Hardly anyone speaks, the main characters don't even speak. Except the woman who uttered a few lines and that's about it. It was good though, it's hard to explain exactly. Mesmerising is the only word that's coming to mind right now. I'm about to watch 200 Pounds Beauty, apparently it's good so yah. I'm also looking forward to catching up on Korean dramas that I haven't finished! So can't wait to finish them and also watch new ones.

Wow! It has suddenly gotten really dark, I think a storm is coming. yay. 

Oh shit yep, I looked out the window, it's dark grey out there.

Also, I have re-kindled my love for Ryan Higa. I just asdfghjkl, I just love his humour I can't get enough of it. #RHPC

My birthday has also been, I got a few things, One Tree Hill seasons 5 & 6 and That 70's Show season 7. I also bought with money I got, Pushing Daisies season 1! It is the sweetest show! I also bought Paprika, the novel. I got ASOIF book three. I'm only the second book :(, I need to catch up. Talking of GOT, season 4 premiers like, tomorrow! Can't wait. 

Annnnnnd there's the thunder. Here we go.

OH and I have a new favourite show, VS Arashi, the Japanese variety show with the band Arashi (famous jap band). It's freaking hilarious. It's the highlight of my Sunday evening. 

Well I'll it here.

-peacekies-

Wow much holidays.

Urgh.

Year 12 is something else let me tell you. Just first term, they really wanna hit you. Like bam. School sucks kids, don't do it. lol. 

So I've seriously been thinking about becoming a primary school teacher. I use to want to be a librarian, but once I actually did some research on how to become one it just didn't seem as appealing to me as it use to. I guess i was associating librarian with the old system. You know, when everything was written down instead of computerised. So to be a librarian you have to do IT, which I'm not into. Surprise surprise, the internet and computer lover isn't into IT? Yeah, I'm not, I love the internet, but I don't love LOVE computers. At the end of the day I get more joy out of doing things hand on. (I don't even like how you can apply for jobs over the net, I'm a firm believer of handing in your resume directly.) 

So yeah, as much as I love doing stuff on the computers, I don't want it to be my life. Aka, I don't want to sit in front of a computer at a desk all day. 

But the main reason I wanted to become a librarian was because of books. I wanted to look after them basically and I want to encourage future generations to keep on reading the physical copies of novels. I hardly see kids reading these days, most of them are on their phones or gaming consoles. It's just sad really, because there is so much that they're missing out on.

So that's when I thought about becoming a primary school teacher. It's not the first time I've though of going down that road. As a kid I loved to play schools a lot, and I always liked being the teacher. So it's been in the back of my mind that I would enjoy becoming a teacher for as long as I can remember. The reason I want to be teacher though isn't because I love kids (don't get me wrong I DO love kids, they're a lot nicer than aldults half the time, and most of them aren't as mean as teenagers, so it's refreshing to be around them sometimes, away from the "grown-ups" so to say. They can also be a lot wiser in a sense when they haven't been exposed to the bad side of the world.) I want to teach so I can educated. Simple as that. I want to educate future generations and provide children with knowledge really. When I think about a kid learning something new that just brings me joy, because new things, to me at least, is one of the best feelings ever.

I have been a bit stressful about my future though, you know, becoming an adult. Getting a job, going to uni. It's confronting I guess to me because my entire life up to now has been that of a kid, and after this year I'm going to have to 'grow-up' and go out into the 'real world'. Which is weird because it's new, it'll be way different to how I've lived my life up until then. And that's weird, right? It's like taking a fish out of a tank they've lived in for 17 years and then plonking them into a brand new one with different water. That's really the only way I can describe it. 

But yeah, I've acknowledged that I'm supposed to feel like this, and I guess everybody my age probably has these sort of worries in their minds. 

So yeah, just a small update from me. I think I'll write another post, to update on what I've been doing. Otherwise this one will be really long. 

-Peacekies-

I am currently watching very shitty, early 2000's anime. This is my life. These are my choices.

I don't know why I'm watching shitty anime. I just- I get an idea in my head and I role with it. So I'm now basically going down the list of anime and watching everything, bad and good, I also have this habit of not giving up. So I'm watching these anime 'till the end. I'm getting so bored now though that I think I just have to drop them when they get to be to much for me to sit through. Yeah okay I'm dropping shitty anime, fuck not giving up. 

On a betterer note, I'm reading Ookiku Furikabutte and it's so good and cute and I can relate with the main character's personality so well and he's so cute and Abe and just-sdfghjkll. It's seriously a shounen-ai or something though, seriously if you read it you'd understand, just the what they say and do are just like; wut, this is so homo. The fucking romanticish vibes I am getting from Abe and Mihashi are ridiculous. I also have to admit I get a bit confused when they talk baseball, but I'm trying to keep up and I feel as if by the end of this I'll probably know a lot about baseball. 

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Haha, I forgot to post this! It was sitting in my posts list as a draft. I'm so stupid. 
I watched Diamond of Ace and I am now hooked. I guess the baseball thing is a theme now. Maybe I should have a baseball themed manga/anime marathon.
I have also recently started reading Inari Konkon Koi Iroha. It is so cute! I am rooting for the main girl to get her crush to like her (I'm pretty sure it's working).

I've found out about some anime that;s coming up that I really want to watch, Pupa is one I've been waiting for since October now, Wizard Barristers: Benmashi Cecil, is another that looks really cool. I also may watch Strange+ and Hamatora.

Yeah so I collapsed today. Oh the joy.

Have I really not posted since September? Wow. I guess I was so focused on school huh. I have a kind of auto-pilot thing I swear where my body just takes over most of the duties without me really thinking about them. I dunno. I'm weird.

So now it's holidays. Yay. Actual enthusiastic yay. Yay yay. So far I've occupied myself with games, tv shows and movies oh and books too. I've also been reading fanfiction and plotting fanfiction. *cue Mr. Burns gif*

(bet you weren't expecting that one)

So yeah. Very exciting holidays. Much fun.

Okay so I did go and see Thor 2 on Saturday. It was great. Legit. Did Thor really believe that Loki died though because come on, it's Loki.

I also finally watched Pacific Rim and it was amazing *_* I love the theme song and I have the 8-bit version on my new side-blog. 

Oh yeah I collapsed this morning. Haha, I had the shower on too hot and there was a lot of steam and my bathroom has no windows of fans D: It wasn't fun. It was weird. I was really stubborn about it though, I was like 'no i don't want to black out' and somehow carried myself all the way to my room. I collapsed a bit in the bathroom though and ended up breaking the door. The only way I can explain the feeling is 'it was like I was drunk.' Basically.

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Haha woops, was supposed to post this on Wednesday but my laptop went gammy and now it doesn't work, so it looks like I'll be using father's computer for the holidays.
Well it's Friday now and today I watch the movie Troll Hunter. It was cool. I recommend it, really good foreign film. I also watched a bit of Youtubes and read fanfiction. I was going to watch some tv shows but I have to get ready to go to nana's Christmas party at the home. So yay free food? I just Chinese though so I'm not that hungry tbh. Hopefully they good desert this time? I also hope I don't have to stay to long. I always get tired at these things. 
Anyway I'll leave this here with a few songs I've also got in my head recently.

It's so dumb and hot and dumb in my room and consuming custard isn't helping. 

This is sort of okay though because I'm now officially on holidays and that makes me feel better. So the heat can go fuck itself.
I really need to clean my room though, it's starting to bother me. It needs a good vacuum. That reminds me, I desperately still need a new bookcase. Having my books lined up on my toy box just doesn't do it for me. I want to see my lovely books in a better environment than this. Also they're getting dusty.

Now that holidays are here I can finally catch up on anime. Yay. I don't watch as much anime as I use to because of school now, it's kind of depressing how much school takes over your life. 

I also want to play games, but I don't have any new games and I've played the ones I have to death. I think mum is getting me a new game this weekend though and I desperately want Bioshock Infinite. 

Oh also, shout out, this is my 100th post. :O. I've had this blog for about three years now, wow. I wonder if this blog will still be here by the time I'm like 29 or something. Wow. Blogspot probably would of shut down by then. Hopefully not though because there's millions of blogs on blogspot and to shut down would just be shite. I follow some really good blogs. (Kind of). I recently found one that I really like. It's called Apendage, it's a blog full of creepy weird things. I love weird shit. 

God this fan of mine is bloody pathetic.
I need aircon.

Today all I've really been doing is sorting though manga updates (the site), it's a thing I do, accompanied by actually reading manga. Shut Hell or Shutu Heru to be exact. And watching a few Roosterteeth videos.
I really haven't done much.
This will probably be my entire holidays.
I've also been listening to All Time Low's newest song Love Like War.
Which I'm going to leave this post with.

I don't think I can express how much I love them. (also quick thing, Gavin from RT totally looks like Alex o_o kindof)

Well I had fun today.

My morning started with finishing off the fanfiction I had been reading last night, before I had to put it away because I was practically falling asleep over my laptop. When I finished, (and felt a bit sad because it was finished and it was really god and I want more) I had the random need to clean my room while listening to early 2000's girl pop music like Atomic Kitten and Hilary Duff. Makes cleaning your room that much better. "The Tide is High" is still stuck in my head. I feel sorry for any telepathics out there who tune into my mind this week because I have a feeling that song isn't going to go away too soon.
I did have to stop cleaning my room though because I had to get ready to go the movies at Harbour Town with Harrison and Dom. Was a bit late too because mum had to stop for gas :L We went to see Kick Ass 2, which was pretty good, I hardly had anything to eat though, I swear I don't even like junk food anymore, I'm turning into an adult, help. Talking about movies though I watched Now You See Me and asdfghjkl I fucking loved it, I can't wait for the sequel, everybody was just perfect. I also watched Grown Ups 2 and thought it was hilarious, I just love gag comedy like that.
So afer the movie finished I went over to the discount book store (where everything is $5 and picked up 4 books. Score. Yesterday I also went to the op shop and scored 5 books. Oh and last weekend I got a book from the same discount store. See the pics below.-