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POSTED ON: Sunday, 17 July 2011 @ 8:50 pm | 0 comments

So I justt posted this on FB (EMOTIONS ALERT)
So I'm going to post it here too, cause I was just thinking how I should blog a lot more.

~~~(BEWARE SOB STORY (lolz))~~~

I'm so bored right, it's kind of worrying really since I'm never bored :L (OK, I am, but hardly ever).

So I just started randomly thinking back on things in my life, and I was trying to think of what exactly happened to make me the person I am today. (I don't even know why I'm writing this on facebook :L Nobody reads notes anyways, guess that's a good thing though haha lol don't read this! :L)
I guess constantly being pushed around, name called, being the young girl that cried alot, always being the last one in things, never really ever being noticed or liked kind of took away half my feelings (50%?? Maybe 55%)
:L
I think that's why I hardly ever open up to people. I guess I think, 'Why show them my true feelings? Why should I just open up to them? They're just going to throw me away like garbage in the end.'
I guess I shouldn't think like this, but i can't really help it. There's probably only a handful of people I really trust (besides my family).
I think after year 6 I became much more emotionally stronger :L I think. Yeah.Then I met some amazing friends that I'm still glad to this day that i knew and hung out with. Welll at least I am, I'm not really sure what I meant to them :L (annnd theres my problem :L)
Lol, what is this emotional garbage?????????Hah, I blame Harry Potter, it's brought out the emotions T_T SNAPE! FRED! TT_TT REMUS!
Great, now I'm depressesd Hahaaaa :( 
(Ok yeah, I guess this is something to just put my thoughts and feelings out, I'd save it as a draft, but it wouldn't be 'putting it out' so yeah im just gonna publish (and hope that nobody reads this LOL)

Lol, sobsobsobsob. JK :L

On another HAPPIER note, I gots my laptop! :DD YAH! I'm on it right now ^_^ I'm so happy!
I also went and saw Harry Potter today :L Feelings are described above ^^^
T_T

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